Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Dream Journal episodes

My first attempt in controlled lucid dreaming started on march 11, and ended on march 16. most of the nights before march 16 was just random dreams that i could not recall; but on the night of march 16, i took note of the surroundings in my dream, and noticed that in my hostel room, i was missing a study table.

It took me venturing quite a while(in my dream) before noticing that outdoors was not kampar, but a totally unfamiliar place. Then, i had half-realized that i was in a dream, and walked towards a towering apartment with a roof view. i ran up to the roof and jumped. while i was falling, i almost thought i was going to wake up from the shock of hitting the ground, but as i fall, i felt a distortion wave( like refraction of rainwater hitting a glass window ) that hit me like an idea grasped the situation of my dream and started controlling my fall.

I felt light. like a floating kite. and i could hover mid air by just thinking about it.

i was happy that i am in control of my dream, because it felt like an enlightenment that is felt when you know you aced a subject.

i knew i would wake up soon as normally nights passes quickly while dreaming but i decided to wake up early anyway. In my dream, i focused hard on waking up, and closed my eyes. the next thing i knew i was awake,at around half past seven in the morning(march 17), up a bit earlier than intended. i went back to sleep, and had a normal dream this time...when i was up again, i missed school (overslept).

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