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Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Dream Journal episode 2
Earlier this month, i lost a small plastic brace for installing the Hard disk.i found it today. The means of which i did was in no ways coincidental.Here is the story
Earlier this afternoon(11am something 18-march-2009), i took a short nap after i went back to my hostel post lecture.I started dreaming.The setting in the dream was also inside my hostel room
In the dream i was searching for something. I didnt know what i was searching for, but i kept on searching. I felt tired from searching and i went to sleep.
after that, i woke up, feeling tired. Thinking i woke back onto reality,i continued my usual schedule of playing computer games. Then something weird happened: i woke up suddenly back on my bed.
At first, i thought gaming session was a dream, and that i have woken up normally, but when i step outside my room, i woke up again. Deja vu, i thought, but thats not the case. this time, in my head i thought "ok... maybe the gaming session AND the waking up was a dream." as i was thinking that, my room's furniture arrangement changed. my computer table has switched sides with my bed.
immediately, i realised then that i really am still in a dream. i was experiencing false awakenings. Dreaming about waking ups.
i tried hard to wake up into reality, but was unable to. i keep waking back into fake reality. on my twenty something attempt, i gave up and sat around in my dream room. then look around for possible clues. then i searched behind my computer. i reached for what looks like a brace. i grabbed it, and it surely is my hard disk brace. then i tried waking up again.
finally, i woke up into reality. i felt...tired, as if i lacked sleep for days.
i mustered all my strength to get off my bed, and check for signs to know whether if i am still in a dream. "Yup, its real this time" i thought. and trying to remember the contents that i just dreamt, it lead me to search behind my computer again.
i found my hard disk brace at last. but cant help but think.. "What the fud was that strange dream?" It was not particularly lucid, but its too real to be a dream.
whatever it may be, its over now, ...at least until i can replicate this later at some point of my life.
Earlier this afternoon(11am something 18-march-2009), i took a short nap after i went back to my hostel post lecture.I started dreaming.The setting in the dream was also inside my hostel room
In the dream i was searching for something. I didnt know what i was searching for, but i kept on searching. I felt tired from searching and i went to sleep.
after that, i woke up, feeling tired. Thinking i woke back onto reality,i continued my usual schedule of playing computer games. Then something weird happened: i woke up suddenly back on my bed.
At first, i thought gaming session was a dream, and that i have woken up normally, but when i step outside my room, i woke up again. Deja vu, i thought, but thats not the case. this time, in my head i thought "ok... maybe the gaming session AND the waking up was a dream." as i was thinking that, my room's furniture arrangement changed. my computer table has switched sides with my bed.
immediately, i realised then that i really am still in a dream. i was experiencing false awakenings. Dreaming about waking ups.
i tried hard to wake up into reality, but was unable to. i keep waking back into fake reality. on my twenty something attempt, i gave up and sat around in my dream room. then look around for possible clues. then i searched behind my computer. i reached for what looks like a brace. i grabbed it, and it surely is my hard disk brace. then i tried waking up again.
finally, i woke up into reality. i felt...tired, as if i lacked sleep for days.
i mustered all my strength to get off my bed, and check for signs to know whether if i am still in a dream. "Yup, its real this time" i thought. and trying to remember the contents that i just dreamt, it lead me to search behind my computer again.
i found my hard disk brace at last. but cant help but think.. "What the fud was that strange dream?" It was not particularly lucid, but its too real to be a dream.
whatever it may be, its over now, ...at least until i can replicate this later at some point of my life.
Dream Journal episodes
My first attempt in controlled lucid dreaming started on march 11, and ended on march 16. most of the nights before march 16 was just random dreams that i could not recall; but on the night of march 16, i took note of the surroundings in my dream, and noticed that in my hostel room, i was missing a study table.
It took me venturing quite a while(in my dream) before noticing that outdoors was not kampar, but a totally unfamiliar place. Then, i had half-realized that i was in a dream, and walked towards a towering apartment with a roof view. i ran up to the roof and jumped. while i was falling, i almost thought i was going to wake up from the shock of hitting the ground, but as i fall, i felt a distortion wave( like refraction of rainwater hitting a glass window ) that hit me like an idea grasped the situation of my dream and started controlling my fall.
I felt light. like a floating kite. and i could hover mid air by just thinking about it.
i was happy that i am in control of my dream, because it felt like an enlightenment that is felt when you know you aced a subject.
i knew i would wake up soon as normally nights passes quickly while dreaming but i decided to wake up early anyway. In my dream, i focused hard on waking up, and closed my eyes. the next thing i knew i was awake,at around half past seven in the morning(march 17), up a bit earlier than intended. i went back to sleep, and had a normal dream this time...when i was up again, i missed school (overslept).
It took me venturing quite a while(in my dream) before noticing that outdoors was not kampar, but a totally unfamiliar place. Then, i had half-realized that i was in a dream, and walked towards a towering apartment with a roof view. i ran up to the roof and jumped. while i was falling, i almost thought i was going to wake up from the shock of hitting the ground, but as i fall, i felt a distortion wave( like refraction of rainwater hitting a glass window ) that hit me like an idea grasped the situation of my dream and started controlling my fall.
I felt light. like a floating kite. and i could hover mid air by just thinking about it.
i was happy that i am in control of my dream, because it felt like an enlightenment that is felt when you know you aced a subject.
i knew i would wake up soon as normally nights passes quickly while dreaming but i decided to wake up early anyway. In my dream, i focused hard on waking up, and closed my eyes. the next thing i knew i was awake,at around half past seven in the morning(march 17), up a bit earlier than intended. i went back to sleep, and had a normal dream this time...when i was up again, i missed school (overslept).
Dreams Journal
Do you believe in absolute control in dreams? I do,and its called Lucid Dreaming. These dreams are real, and can give the dreamer a sense of out of world excitement.The euphoric dreams are however rarely achieved by beginners because they do not know when they start to dream , and/or when they realize that they are In a dream.
i kept a dream record since beginning of march and this blog will hopefully , through my experience, enable readers to experience it.
i kept a dream record since beginning of march and this blog will hopefully , through my experience, enable readers to experience it.
Friday, March 13, 2009
Ichigo, you dont look so good..
"Sorry Inoue, I am having a bad heartburn right now, i think it was your red bean spaghetti... can you excuse me for a moment?"
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